4 months

It is so hard to believe that I have an almost 4 month old. He will be 4 months old on Monday. Time has really flown by and every day I fall more and more in love with this little person. He has brought so much joy into our lives. And to think just a year ago we found out that we were pregnant. It was such a scary time, we had suffered through the heartache of miscarriage and I just wasn't sure that I wanted to believe that it was going to be our luck, but here we are with just the most beautiful boy. I know at some point I need to sit down and write my birth story. I've not done that, nor have I really shared it all. LOL but it was quite an experience and I am so grateful that I was able to have my hubs home with me for it, as plenty of people in this lifestyle don't get to have the spouse with them. But I'm so blessed to have these two amazing men in my life and can't wait to see how the rest of our lives go. I'm off to bed finally, as it is 1 am and the baby has been asleep for awhile and could wake at any time.